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What I am into: (Not a complete list, but as comprehensive as I can get right now, and in no particular order :P )

FemDom * Fetish * Domination (hardcore domination and erotic domination) * Life Control * Mind Control * Discipline *

Cock Control - including chastity, tease and denial, masturbation control, orgasm denial /control, sensual domination, CBT *

Forced-Bi * Forced Fem * Verbal Abuse * Humiliation * Body Worship * Cuckolding * Feminization * Sissification *

Financial Domination * Blackmail Fantasies * Nylon Fetish * Strap-On * Domestication * Female Superiority * TPE *

Confession * Punishment * Role Play (I am always Dominant) * Assignments * Forced-Intox (limitations apply) *

Light Bondage (I am not into intricate bondage scenarios unless you are physically supervised) * Physical Pain *

I love executive males who need a little something extra. I’ll take your pathetic life and add something real to it, something exciting and addicting.

Each session is special and tailored to fit you — No session is scripted and each one is unique. The possibilities are nearly unlimited. No matter what route we take, I’ll get inside your head, learn your weaknesses, and take control of your physical and mental being.

Call Me or set up and appointment ; Submit yourself to Cruel Phone Sex– done My way. :twisted:

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For as many times as I have been disappointed by the behavior of one of My playmates, there have been just as many, if not more times when I have been extremely pleased.

I adore: respectful behavior (of each other and of the dynamics of the relationship) , unquestioning devotion, obedience, forthrightness, honesty, communication, and one who knows his goals and what he wants from the relationship.

He is willing (and desires!) to yield himself to the authority of the person with whom he has placed his trust — Me. After all, I am the one who has guided him for so long, taught him, encouraged him, and even corrected him when needed. There is a level of trust and respect which should not be put aside so easily — if the relationship is at all worthy. If it ever was, I don’t even see that being an issue. To have someone go against all the things we value can be annoying, frustrating, maddening, and even downright hurtful (depending on the circumstances). On the opposite end, to see one uphold those values can bring such joy and pleasures to both parties. To watch someone bloom under My instruction is truly a pleasure.

He knows what he has and where he was before, and he makes a conscious decision to do the right thing. His respect has been earned (as it should be) and he has trusted Me with his utmost secrets and desires, as well as his need for instruction, direction, and control. And he knows he needs that control. That control and guidance has been his directional beacon, his compass of sorts.

Still, there are times when he may slip (purposely or by nature of human error) and fall back into old habits, question what is required of him, and maybe even become downright disrespectful. He may resist all attempts to reel him back in, ignore the subtle persuasions and hints, and even ignore the situation once it has become a fully unpleasant. Pride sneaks up and does terrible things. This doesn’t happen often, and when it does, it is quickly rectified (most of the time).

He knows that the constant demands made of him, the praises for when he does well, the rewards, and even the punishments, are all with purpose — They reinforce the relationship and also serve as a type of ding to his brain, a little reminder of what needs to be done, why it needs to be done, and how it needs to be done.

Keeping the level of respect high, understanding why the superior female does what She does, allowing himself to wield to Her authority, Her training, and to Her advice, leads to a positive and productive relationship for both. Not only does he become more productive for himself and his outside endeavors, but he also becomes even more valuable to Her.

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It may take some convincing, but there are ways to redeem yourself if you’ve been bad. There is always the chance of a reprieve, if you prove worthy, AND you make up for your transgressions, AND prove your allegiance and assure future obedience, of course. ;)

The ultimate punishment is to deny the thing you want most…and though a reprieve may be offered, it won’t be offered forever. Think clearly about your choices and be manly on your follow-through. Don’t be a slimy worm who slinks away eating dirt. Yuk.

But most of all…

Be a man of your word and stick to your oaths. If you cannot do that, do you think you deserve the same courtesy from Me?

Definitions of reprieve on the Web:

  • a (temporary) relief from harm or discomfort
  • suspension: an interruption in the intensity or amount of something
  • a warrant granting postponement (usually to postpone the execution of the death sentence)
  • postpone the punishment of a convicted criminal, such as an execution
  • the act of reprieving; postponing or remitting punishment
  • relieve temporarily
  • (1494): To take back. Usually to the prison. Which is a good thing considering you were going to your execution.
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    Dear Ms. Nicole

    This song reminds me of You. Ethereal, beautiful, elusive, possessing a supernatural quality I cannot explain, a Goddess of light and dark,. You have a way with words, a way to ease my fears of having to deal with myself by letting me know You have control.

    My desire for You is so strong, but I know You are too strong. I believe You would and could break me. You already have. But You have also built me up from the ruins of my life. I accept both Your punishment and laughter with the knowledge that You know when to give them, when to mete out just enough of each to keep me going.

    Sometimes I don’t understand. But when that clouds my mind, I think about You and how my submission to You is such a small gift, but one You accept, and teach me how to be better. My words are jumbled and random, so here is the song that reminds me of You. I picked it because of the lyrics, but the name Rhiannon is mythical, like You. She came beautiful and on a white horse…like You on one of Your horses. Now I’ll quit blushing:

    Rhiannon rings like a bell throu the night
    And wouldnt you love to love her
    Takes to the sky like a bird in flight
    And who will be her lover

    All your life youve never seen a woman
    Taken by the wind
    Would you stay if she promised you heaven
    Will you ever win

    She is like a cat in the dark
    And then she is the darkness
    She rules her life like a fine skylark
    And when the sky is starless

    All your life youve never seen a woman
    Taken by the wind
    Would you stay if she promised you heaven
    Will you ever win
    Will you ever win

    Rhiannon
    Rhiannon
    Rhiannon
    Rhiannon

    She rings like a bell throu the night
    And wouldnt you love to love her
    She rules her life like a bird in flight
    And who will be her lover

    All your life youve never seen a woman
    Taken by the wind
    Would you stay if she promised you heaven
    Will you ever win
    Will you ever win

    Rhiannon
    Rhiannon
    Rhiannon

    Oooooh

    Taken by
    Taken by the sky
    Taken by
    Taken by the sky
    Taken by
    Taken by the sky

    Dreams unwind
    Loves a state of mind
    Dreams unwind
    Loves a state of mind

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    Certain regulars love to give Me very personal information (whether on purpose, by a slip of the tongue, or through my sly interrogation methods). Our chit-chat often leads us into a discussion about the goodies I have on him, and he wonders if I would ever use it against him. He expresses a great fear about his girlfriend, wife, colleagues, friends, etc. finding out what he does with Me….and the things I make him do alone. Yet he gives me more information. :lol: And then he screws up. Oops. :twisted: It seems fairly benign — An exchange of information in return for fulfilled promises, and I get to keep the key to the dirty little lock box containing all the perverted secrets…or something like that. ;) But really, that’s a lot of power to have over someone. Think about it.

    How damaging would it be to you if someone had information on you? What if you failed to follow through with your responsibilities, and there was an information leak? What would you do to keep your secrets safe? How far would you go to keep everyone you know from finding out about your kinky activities and all the freaky things you’ve done? What would you do to keep from getting caught?

    Would you stick to your end of the bargain, or would you push the envelope a bit just to test the person keeping your secrets safe? Would you toe the line, or step over it a bit just to see how far you can go? Would you take the bit of the rope given to you, or would you take more…just enough to hang yourself? What would you do?

    Would you call and beg for forgiveness? Would you email and ask for another chance? Would you offer a token of regret, something to get you back in good graces and keep your secrets safe… or would your pride just let it ride?

    If you had a slip, made a mistake, or even totally fucked up –

    How long would it take you to submit (again) to your desire to be controlled by Me and just accept your punishment for disobedience, to admit (again) that you need the life control, the mind control, the cock control, and to admit that the sound of My laughter is something you miss. :)

    You need discipline and control. You have asked and begged for it. When you are petulant or even in denial, when you’re trying to do it on your own, when you’re being ignorant and silly by pushing My buttons, you set yourself up for failure. Don’t do that and then get ill over the consequences!!

    Don’t be surprised by the consequences of your own stupid mistakes. It’s not My fault you’re a dumbass sometimes.

    And then there is this: I know. ;)

    Even when you’re silent, I know exactly what’s in that head. You may not admit defeat, but you know that, in the end, you’re the loser if you choose the path of resistance.

    Fighting against something you want and need is silly and arrogant. If you had the self-control to do it alone in the first place, you wouldn’t have ever needed Me. What a paradox, huh? Again– Think about it.

    But you know, I’m slowly starting to not give a fuck, and My generosity is running low, as is My patience.

    Eventually, there comes a point of no return. Would you choose to back up before stepping over that line, before moving into the finality of knowing you’ve pushed too far and will forever suffer for it? Or would you give in to what you want and need, to do the right thing for yourself, and to admit to and make up for your rebelliousness?

    What would you do?

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    Confession time, guys!

    How many of you have fantasized of being fucked with a big strap-on by a beautiful, dominant Lady, using your ass-pussy for Her pleasure and proving once for all what a real sissy you are? I know for some of you it’s hard to admit that you crave cock and wonder how it feels to get your ass reamed. Then again, some of you are very open about the fact that you’re a major cock slut and love to feel a huge dick turn your ass-pussy into a quivering puddle, and have your mouth used as a cum receptacle.

    For some of you, it’s just a tool I use to discipline you and remind you that I am in charge, completely. :twisted: For others, it’s a first step to forced-bi and a trip to the glory hole. :lol:

    Well, for all My little cock sucking fiends, I’ve created a brand new recording: Strap-On fun with My big toy and your ass and mouth. It’s even better than the real thing. Why? Because it involves Me, and what could be better than that? Whether you find it a humiliating punishment or just the ultimate in control, I’m sure you’ll enjoy just hearing My sexy voice.

    You can listen to it here on Niteflirt:

    Be sure to check out My other recordings, too. You never know what you’ll find or what might turn you on.

    By the way… I have a very special surprise coming, one that will blow you away. I’m sure of it. ;)

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    “you” will respect Me at all times by:

    • addressing Me in the proper manner
    • following through with all assignments and tasks
    • keeping your call appointments
    • not arguing with Me
    • practicing obedience
    • completing every punishment I assign to you, diligently and with recognition that I am in control
    • admitting that discipline is something you need
    • acknowledge that I am a superior female
    • submit to My will
    • you will worship Me at all times
    • remember– your submission to My will is a natural course of action due to your “situation” (whatever it may be) *wink*

    If you fail on any of the above, then you’re doing something wrong and are subject to a humiliating reminder of this, a very unpleasant experience.

    If you feel the need to rebel, send snappy email replies to Me, not do your punishments, or any other act that shows you have forgotten your place in My life and why we do what we do, then perhaps we need to discuss new terms or simply discontinue our relationship.

    Any type of bad behavior will not be tolerated. You’re grown men, not teenagers. I don’t deal with one-minute phone sex wankers who are just looking for a quick stroke and an easy way to jerk-off. I expect more from you, My select few. ;)

    Let Me rephrase that — I demand more from you. If you can’t hang with Me and My demands, then feel free to let go of your rope. Better yet, how ’bout I just cut you down?

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    Sometimes a caller gets a little twist in his panties and decides he’ll do his own thing instead of following My perfect instructions. Never mind that Ms. Nicole *always* knows what is best for him. Never mind that I’ve made it clear to him that he is treading in dangerous waters and is about to have his little dinghy deflated. He decides he’d rather drown. :lol: In his mind, he thinks I am not watching closely, that he can get away with things, that I’ll let him slide. Well, I always find out. When I do, the consequences for disobedience can be severe. Note his reaction to a punishment:

    OMG! OMG!!!

    Ms Nicole,

    Even when I saw the tone of the first email, I thought things weren’t looking too good.

    And then, shock!

    I would have thought my reaction would be anger. Instead my first reaction was: OMG! Am I doing what I am supposed to right now? I’ll have to be so careful tonight. And then the realization that there is no way I will be going to bed late any more, not even a little bit. And then remembering what you had been saying about “more structure”. And remembering how casually you had changed my Internet browsing from every day of the week to just 2 days a week. And also casually cutting me off from solitaire. And realizing that now things are different. This is not something I am ever going to forget.

    And then thinking, is she serious? Am I really going to do this? And realizing that, well, … yeah, … I guess I am. Even at an hour a day it will take over a week.

    It cleared my head. Fuzzy things seemed clearer. Other things I had been stressed about seemed less important. I didn’t even feel that stressed about you, or my new situation. I just know I have to be very careful and do EXACTLY as you say. And there is no vague feeling of dread, which I sometimes have. But I know writing the lines will be awful. After the first hour it will be awful thinking ahead at how much is left to do. And after the second hour even more awful. And after the third hour, it will be even worse yet because I will already be so sick of writing for three hours, and the effect is cumulative. After the fourth hour even more awful. And worse yet after the fifth hour. After the sixth hour maybe it will be worse, or maybe better because I know I am getting close to the end. And after the seventh hour, mixed, because finally coming to an end, but very annoying there is that extra 44 minutes, which is really quite a long time. And when done, then what? Great relief at being done. But what about the feeling that this sort of thing could happen again? How am I going to deal with that …

    > Send me a paid Mail through NF for the log fees you owe Me.

    I’ve just sent one for the 5 days up to and including Sunday.

    > Wednesday 6th 3:30 AM (actual bedtime 2:41) –
    > How did this happen? Because you sent the log then stayed up late to watch PORN.
    > You had already used your late days and you had sent the log. SHAME ON YOU.
    > Did you change the log at some point? What did you do??????? Explain this.
    > What am I missing here? (2 and 1/2 hours over)

    I was not going to watch any porn on Wed because the machine I usually do that on is in the shop. So I sent my log and was going to bed, but then I couldn’t resist some porn on another machine, so I did, and then the next day put it in the log.

    > I also want explanations for the rest of the things you did.

    I was just sloppy on emailing you every 30 min after my bedtime. I know I have a small amount of leeway there, and I know I went way past that.

    I know I was a bit over on my Internet browsing, and also broke curfew on Mon Tue and Fri. I just thought I would get away with it, but now I see that kind of thinking isn’t going to work.

    brent

    No, it won’t work.

    More from brent, about brent :lol:

    About the punishment, … I don’t know what to say.

    It is very tempting to just take the fine.

    But maybe it would be irresponsable of me to just pay money that I should be

    using for other things, just so I can get out of a punishment

    The problem is, if I think about a fine suitable for all the transgressions,

    it is too much. Maybe some kind of combination …

    In the last few days, sometimes I think that we are just going to wipe the slate clean

    and start over next week, especially since there are so many infractions,

    it would be impractical to do otherwise.

    Other times I think that I am going to get punished for everything.

    And sometimes I think it will be half way in between, like some kind of blanket deal.

    And so you can see my behaviour over the week reflects which of the above I am

    thinking; quite good sometimes and really bad sometimes. And I just realize it now,

    but I think subconsciously on Sat and Sun sometimes I was actually trying to have

    extra infractions to create the situation where some kind of blanket deal is the only

    thing practical.

    Maybe we can talk about it in the call …

    brent
    PS - If you notice my actual bedtime is quite a bit later than the log time for tonight,

    it is just because I agonized so long over writing this email.

    Now, one would think that after all that agonizing he would be very careful. He does have a way of misbehaving at times, but I have to give it to him; over the course of the last few years he has really progressed. (You’ll hear more about him later). Still, there are times when he acts like a petulant child, goes crazy, and then expects Me to just go easy on him because, surely, the punishment would be waaaay too severe or way too much for Me to keep up with. :lol: But honestly, brent knows better. Having experienced My wrath before, he is aware of the power of subtlety, especially when it comes to something I want. And while some of you readers may be left scratching your heads, brent knows exactly why I am writing this and what it is I am waiting for. ;)

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